I'm sorry for the lack of real updates. 

The things I want to be able to write aren't true, and the things that are true I don't want to write.

He walked about 50 yards with a walker today. But he can't shake the 102 fever so he climbed right back into bed. 

I wish there was more I could say, but I guess I don't really know how to be this person. I don't know how to make this sound like there is light at the end of the tunnel whe it feels like the hole just keeps getting deeper and deeper.


Treats said…
Been thinking about all of you a lot. Thanks for the update. I hope Rico feels stronger tomorrow, that he can walk 60 feet instead of 50 and that the pretty snow is shoveled by the time you look out the window. Hang in there.
Juliette/Paul said…
Oh honey! I didn't realize you were writing updates on your blog until tonight. Duh! I'm so sorry for everything your family and Rico are going through. I'm praying for him tonight as I try to fall asleep. Love you.
Melanie said…
Still squeezing my eyes shut real tight and thinking all of the good thoughts I can. Every day.xxoo